Hello people just a friendly reminder my first e-book is available on amazon.com, Kindle, and Kindle Fire for $7.99. The book is Memoirs of a Boss…A look into my soul. Support good work and raw talent! Thank you all thus far for reading, posting, and sharing my poetry. The support is greatly appreciated and never overlooked. Thank you all again. MWAH………..
Brittany ” BossLady” Johnson
Imma do it tomorrow, maybe next week I got some stuff I gotta do- these are phrases often used when it’s time to ask for forgiveness and make sure your soul gets through- putting HIM on hold because you got something else to do- but then you wonder why HE has yet to show up at your home-hell I wouldn’t even come see you- you beg HIM for help when you are at your lowest, but can’t praise HIM when you are at a high point in your life – you can’t show up to HIS house so why should HE show up at yours?- right about now if you touched the doors of a church your hands would be set on fire- can’t get dipped in the water because you don’t want to mess up your hair or attire!- how do you think you were able to afford those clothes, shoes, etc… that you now have on?- I hope you don’t think that job provided the money because if so then sweetheart you are oh so wrong- that job can be taken away from you in the blink of an eye- but guess who you will be talking to when you feel wet stuff coming out of your eyes!- Lord please can you send me a good man-He did but you messed that up because you were too busy sleeping with somebody else’s man- oh excuse me did I just step on a few feet?- oh well the truth hurts you lucky it didn’t come from a pastor but yet from me!- my finances are so messed up Lord can you please help me well HE would be able to if you give up those get rich quick and pyramid schemes- but who am I?- I don’t know your life I don’t know your in from your out- all I do is observe and listen to the mess that comes out of your mouth-all I can tell you is yes I was a sinner and am trying to right my wrongs and be a saint because I don’t want somebody else to get my wings when it’s time for judgment day- I got to one foot in heaven and the other in hell for the things that I have done-true indeed smack you first and ask questions later is the era I come from- not afraid to put my old ways on front street because I know that once I give it all to HIM no can harm me- keep on making excuses and HE will make one for you to- don’t get upset when you want a miracle to happen, but just like a cell phone HE hit ignore when HE hear a prayer come from you- every day is not promised is all I’m trying to tell you so don’t wait until its too late because if you do HE will bypass you and hell will be the future that holds you!!!!!!!!!!!
Brittany “BossLady” Johnson
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In love with a woman Lord knows how I would feel if he took her from me-
Wiped my nose when it was dirty told me to wake up because the world won’t wait for me-don’t sleep on your competition because they all sit back plotting-get yours and when your done say phuck em’-in love with a chick who taught me and shaped me into a bad bitch- sleep is for suckers and never wait continue to hustle- follow these rules and let no man hurt you-on that one I should’ve listened because I had to tell her when I was 16 I slipped up and got pregnant, but my spirit she kept uplifted and she told me phuck it I’ll let you make the decision- she said I love you no matter what this doesn’t mean in my eyes you are not good enough- from that day forward I told this woman never worry I’ll make her proud of me- so I knew what I had to do thank God that she came through for me- My first love was not a man it was the one who handed game down and placed fundamentals in my hand- reassuring me that we all make mistakes just don’t ask for forgiveness and it be too late- this woman I’ll always cherish because she is the one who never left me-when the world turned their back and said to hell with me- I knew this lady would always have a spot in her heart that bleeds for me- never wanting me to partake in drama it wasn’t easy, but I am my father’s daughter!- came with me to every court date whether it was for me or the dude who taught me how to stack cake- for this my heart always has room for the one who carried me in her womb-for the one who said I got your back whether you win or lose- that house on the hill is why I write because I won’t sleep until she can chill- blowing money never made sense to me- taking care of this woman is what motivates me- the love she gives to my kids and the one who I share them with-is the reason I said F the world because when its all said and done when they give my final speech I want them to go back and remember not only me, but my mama because without her my kids wouldn’t be able to take care of me……..
Brittany “BossLady”Johnson
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So busy putting on airs like your household never sings the blues but behind closed doors you beg for someone to rescue you?- by any means necessary let this suffering leave you-but you have to put on this show this facade of some sort and not knowing that when you let your guard down and ask for help you will be surprised who and how fast they will show up at your door- keeping on a front only damages your soul within-but when you become honest to yourself only then you will start to win- you will have taken back that peace that you have lost-that sacrifice you made for a few compliments that memory will soon be lost- what bothers me is so many women feel like they can’t do it by themselves and are afraid to be alone- but just because my smile is bright and I walk with my head held tall doesn’t mean my grass has always been green-I had to cut my grass so I could weed out the snakes that tried to attack me- my journey hasn’t been peaches and cream, but I had to realize that for HIM is who I was living for and to get negativity out- if you smile and cheer while out and about with that man, but get home and can’t stand the thought of him ever touching you again-don’t stay due to what people may say or think-do what’s best for you and that’s get out-sometimes you find the best answers when everything is quiet- sometimes it’s best to be alone because when you keep up confusion in your mind is a never ending riot!- coming to events arm and arm, but when it’s time to go you all leave in separate cars?- do what’s best for you and get the peace that you so desperately need- sometimes the best answer comes in a quiet place, with you head bowed and down on your knees- for HE sees all and HE is a knowing soul-for it is HIM who you need to seek to free your soul- for God I live and for God I shall die just remember that and day by day you will find comfort and be assured that everything will be alright……………..
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Brittany ” Boss Lady” Johnson
Skin like coffee beans and body perfectly kissed with rays of sunlight-
Making it hard for me to be without him because he does everything to me so right-
His effort to make me wetter every time he is inside my treasure – makes it harder for me to leave due to fear of him giving someone else his best effort-Can’t live without him because everyday feels like torture – Smile like a fully lit moon – making me forget my words when alone in a room-Hands that make chill bumps rise pon’ me -make me want to dutty wind every time he touches me – When my head is on his chest I listen to how we share the same heartbeat -
Laying next to him is all I want to do trying to go on about my day, but its hard I can’t help thinking about us as we lay-its like my mind hits an instant replay and all I can see is us winning a marathon or a relay, or going for the gold as the Olympians would say making love to him is the channel that’s naturally programmed in my head and I don’t want it to go astray – his kiss like sweet honeysuckle left after the rain- when I touch him and he touches me I feel nothing but excitement he takes all of my pain away – my hurt and my pain – when we connect there’s no words left to say –my legs weaken and his heartbeat gets clearer – my body moves and his time gets nearer – his impact makes me relax and it feels like we just flew away-his skin on mine and mine on his-feeling like nothing could come between this-his skin like coffee beans and body perfectly sun kissed with rays of sunlight and now they are beaming on me-as my skin touches his I feel there’s nothing else that can or will ever fulfill me
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16 and pregnant that’s what we see on tv, but 16 and pregnant those words were crushing to me- you have your whole life to settle down and have children- a mother’s worst nightmare to see there child to grow up, but still be so innocent- your hopes and your dreams did you think about that?- is he worth your future?- did you sit down and weigh the facts?- what were you thinking?-what was on your mind?-you only have one life to live damn why does love have to be so blind?- my child, my seed, my little girl has been snatched away from me- to grow up in a world like this and be forced to live life like this!- is he ready?-what does he think about all of this?- was this planned?- was protection not even thought about?- between all the moaning and screams did no one stop to think about- the things you would lose out on or the responsibility that comes with it all- I’m your mother and sometimes I can’t even deal with it all-you have all the answers, right?-you know exactly what you are doing?!?- you both don’t know a damn thing, but what I do know your chances at life you just ruined!-your 16 you should be out exploring and living life- now as my child you have to go forward and teach someone else and not make the same mistakes twice- this not only affects you hell this also affects me I’m too young to be a grandmother and have a baby tagging along behind me!- as my child I will help you, but as a woman you now have to be- you have so much to think about and so little time because your now pregnant at 16- this is a mothers fear; will he help her or will he leave?-was my little girl just something to accomplish so he can go back and tell his friends how she was young and naive - what will her father think, say, or do?- what will the future bring for this child because in this life no one plays by the rules!- as a mother these 3 words, “Mama, I’m pregnant is something you don’t want to hear when she is 16-as a mother raising a woman is the most difficult task and no one leaves a cheat sheet for you to peek or see- as a mother raising a woman this task has now been placed upon me- as a mother raising a women her word to me at 16 will be, “Mama, I know what college I want to go to and I will continue to work so that you and daddy don’t have to struggle to support me- Mama, I have to go to work can you or daddy come get me?-as a mother raising a woman I have to learn to expect the unexpected for not only her, but for me-as a mother raising a woman I have to mold her and shape her into a dynamic human being- now as her mother I have to tell her that I wasn’t always perfect and will never be, but never be afraid to come and talk to me…………….
Brittany “Boss Lady” Johnson
Not good enough, throw this away, crumpled up paper seems to stare at me as my thoughts go astray, nah maybe next verse or next poem I could use this, maybe in my sleep it will come to me, but for now I’m going to re-write this shit-sip this drink maybe that can get my creative juices to flow- ok let me try this and see how it goes- as a black girl-nah too played I’ve said that time and time before so if nobody knows I’m black they must be listening to my verses behind a closed door- let me see; skin as this nah this phrase I’m really not feeling it- here we go- sun rise-hell nah really not that into this- why do poets always have to sound or be so deep?- maybe that’s why in class I couldn’t focus because I had something chasing me-maybe that’s why I challenged my teachers because I was above them and they couldn’t see me?- Ms. Phifer take this and go to the Principal is what they use to say, but even when I got their I left him feeling like shit and he had nothing to say?- so I took his note and gave it back to her and said you see I’m not a smart ass- I just know that besides this book my history holds more!- maybe that’s the angle I could go for in this poem-Panther Party, Little known fact I wanted to be a Black Panther, skin not as dark as my roots, but in the words of Pac I ain’t mad at cha!- maybe I can write about how I dreamed of spitting in Bush’s fathers face, or the fact that Nixon, Regan, and Bush, Jr. were all racist made me go out at 9 and sneak my first bottle of mace, or the fact that Lincoln will always be my homie because he was the first white man noted to be shot because he freed NIGGAS like me!- now when I say Nigga don’t go clutching your pearls this word has many meanings it started off vulgar and meant to break the spirit of my homies, i.e. people who look like me- now a nigger was lynched and hung from ropes but my niggas have my back and rock gold chains that resemble ropes-not your average chick while these other broads hollering and screaming how they are the “baddest” I will use my real talent because beauty fades and as I get older with this talent while that partying and liquor has caught up to you I will still be the shit!- I like how this poem is starting to flow- take another sip of this drink and see where my pen goes-Aye man don’t get so touchy when I mention the things I do because if it wasn’t meant to be said God wouldn’t have used me to get this message to you-Don’t you love how rappers can say every degrading thing in the book, win an award, and then THANK GOD that he wrote that hook?- hahaha man I like this poem this is on point-let me take one more sip and write one more verse and see if by the end of this poem I can change your mind about Boss Lady and the lies you had to say- let’s see I’m a firm believer of the Panther Party, Geronimo Pratt, Matulu Shakur and that illumanti is real- oh wait let me scratch that because every time you mention them somebody gets killed- let me get this eraser and put it to use oh well these are my thoughts and everyone takes a loss at the end!-I got it this poem has come together and it time for me to start writing- maybe for X-mas I can go to Sharpie Headquarters so I never run out of pens…………..
Brittany “Boss Lady” Johnson
